Time for resolutions and fresh plans! I hope that everyone had a Merry Christmas, but now it's time for a NEW Year! Welcome 2011.
I guess my resolution is the same as it always is... lose weight. We'll see how that works out for me this time around. I think that I'm not going to focus on a number (be it size, or weight) but more on how I want to feel, and how I look. First and foremost, I think it has to be about getting healthier. For me, that means taking the time to learn how to control my binges which have sort of taken me over for the past 6 months. One step and a time, right? I'm working on it.
So, I'm going to head to the gym tomorrow with all four of my kiddos in tow, and make my body a better place to eventually grow a little one. I'm totally uncomfortable in my own skin, and completely depressed about the way I look. Tony swears he's not concerned about it, but I'm taking my concern to the extreme. I care so much about the way I look that I don't want to leave the house. I don't even want to visit family, it's that serious.
:::Deep Breath::: One day at a time.
Happy New Year.
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